Expect the Unexpected

I don’t do funerals. especially my first time at a viewing last night. I didn’t know what to do. I don’t really cry and I balled after my best friend was giving his speech about his dad. I was shaking. I think the hardest part for me was coming up to my best friend and his brother and hugging them. telling them to keep smiling and telling my best friend that everything will be fine and that i love him. know that those might just be words to him but it’s the first time in person that I ever said I love him. Idk I’m going to the funeral right now and I’m not ready for any of this